17 February 2015
I'm back on the natural level again, had a shave. [noname1] was showing some syptoms of non-physical relationships, namely he was saying [noname2] was his girlfriend however that is not physically true. Spiritual emergence. I had a large spiritual emergency just recently, was out for about a week. Was all about Radha and what was happening in the spiritual world and how that transforms the entire material creation through time. Also alot about the Chakra (gyroscopic image) and how that works as an explanation of the cultivation of love - the dance of masculine and feminine polarities and how it made everything 'come true'. True Love etc...
Was also alot about travelling through dreams and subtle bodies, transforming bodies, the operation of life in living things. Also the body being a vechicle and how to use it in different ways that correspond to consciousness on different levels. Alot about vibrations and tones and memory. How constant remembrance works and how memory has a vibration and resonance that 'sticks' for a while. Largely the trip was about being Radha's boyfriend in order to seal the Madhurya Rasa and live it while having adventures. I almost drowned myself in what I understand to be pain of separation but my body seemed to float and I saw this as Divine Intervention.
I went alot into what is the internet and travelling on 'inner-net' and making the relationship with Radha real. There was alot about going up into mystical dimensions and 'downloading' information to earth in order to save it, which the Lord showed me he had already done; in eternity looking down at Prakriti. I looked in Babji thing and lots to do with transforming material lust in the Gopi world. This lead me into some very sexual places and I was trying to ascertain if sex & lust is the highest thing spiritually, in other words, an exact reversal or relection of this material world where sex and lust are the lowest thing.
This is in coordination with that ones desires are cleansed and transformed by engaging them in the Lords Transcendental Service.
I got quite involved in the face of Radharani and why her eyes dance and look sideways, interestingly [noname1] is also talking about 'the corner of his eye' and how he stores memories there, so there may be more to know about that haha.
